一些對話

關於長大/愛情：
"I feel so bad to see people around me getting married while I am trapped in a broken relationship. Seems like everyone is having a progress but me."
"Yeah, and others are learning and growing everyday in their jobs and advancing in their career..."
"I feel empty now. Sometimes I go out with others simply cos I'm bored and don't wanna go home."
"Me too. But everyone do this, what's wrong?"
"I wish I can have a nice and close boyfriend. I feel empty now. It sounds so stupid for me to like pretend to be independent and enjoy being alone. But now, I really want an intimate relationship."
"It's a good sign to face what you want honestly and bravely." (That's why my first entry after b-day is ALL I WANT IS MAN.)
"So it's all B.S to say sthg like 'I m independent'?"
"Yes it's B.S. But, everyone feels empty sometimes. Even like I've a good boyfriend, I feel empty. Romance or boyfriend is just a scapegoat. Ultimately it's just about yourself right?"


關於生日：
「好開心呀，今年好多好多人同我慶祝生日！」
「梗係啦，你大個啦嘛，朋友梗係多左。同埋你諗下平日同人地食幾多生日飯？係收成嘅時候啦！」
（是這樣嗎？）


關於健康：
「我又要睡了。（開始哭）好辛苦......」
「別哭好嗎？」
「再見。」（失控）
（我也不知道自己哭甚麼。其實我很清楚，即使再親密，每個人都是獨立的個體，有些事只有自己才能體驗。而且抱著電話哭不會叫身體快點康復。我在哭甚麼？）


關於跑步：
"I love this ad: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVeXYFNeuJY Wakes up my blood of running!"
"Me too!"
"I can't believe I give it up. There were like 2 years when I got up at 5am everyday / every other day to run on street." (Then I turned to run inside gym)
"Wow~"
"When I went to London last year, we got off plane at like 4am, there were already runners on the street. It impressed us. I can't believe I give it up." (Charlotte runs when she's pregnant. It's part of her. Yes just like it should be part of me.)


關於選擇：
" My boss just told me that I will (xxx)"
"Congratulations!"
"I'm not happy. I get that just because I work long hours."
"Hey com'on. It's your choice. We all know that this is what your job takes. So now you've got what you want, why do you still complain?"
"But I wish I can spend more time with you..."
(what do you expect me to say hah?)